Mr. Moon Declares Eternal Love

I made an incision into my
Desk with my sharp scalpel blade
And blood oozed out.
I used my bare hands and
Plunged them into the cut,
Then pryed open the hole until
It was large enough to climb into.
I went in the wound and
Felt my way through the slimy
Bloody cave. I saw the light and
Felt wind meet my wet flesh.
I tumbled dow off a cliff and
Fell off of it for five years.
I often fell asleep and dreampt of land and pools of stars.

One day I woke up,
Smacked the surface of a whale.
I rode him and he sailed to the moon
While I sang him lullabys.
I finally met the moon.
He declaired his love for me
So we danced on clouds
Around ribbons of dawn
Through the playful child stars
Then,
I married him.

Love Stolen by the Moon

Mr. Moon I cry out to you in sorrow
Yes the pain consumes
My bones are hollow
Seeing as how I have quietly bleed out
Yes. Had I the strength to shout
I'd do it to no end
Mr. Moon, you are my dearest friend
Tell me why it must be so?
I loved him dearly and true
I knew him through and through
But my weary eyes grow pale
Affection grows stale
Leaving mine own heart left to rot.
I was convicted to stay bright
Just as you illuminate the night
Now my flame quivers and is hushed
Say it, if you must
Only softer, Mr. Moon
I've given up on mortality it seems
Life walks in the shadow of a dream
But I'd daresay I love you
To the depths of eternity
You'll always be my Mr. Moon

2011 Recap

1. Favorite Albums
----- Idk…. music, was, lacking this year. I listened to a lot, but none threw me to the ground rapt in bliss. At least none released in 2011.

2. Favorite Fashion
I love textures and nude colors.

3. Accomplishments
-- lost some weight 15lbs it sucked and I'm pumped
-- good grades yeee
-- partner of the quarter
-- raise
-- can do da splits
-- can two step
-- learnin da drumz
-- first boyfriend
-- first break up

4. Favorite reads
Uzumaki
i didn't read a lot this year

5. Favorite words
Succumb
Substantiate
Satiated
Punishing

6. Favorite movies
Nope

Synopsis. 2011 was a year of firsts for this little girl. She learned a whole lot more than she bargained for from this world, but all in all (although often times feels even more puzzled than before) it was a great year. Time seems very cyclical, friendship is cyclical, and the cycle of life is something worth being a part of. This girl is growing up, but she knows she's always going to be the same little girl. Impact. Thats literally the one word she clings to when she thinks of this year. Positivity, having fun, and going for it. Its cliche but thats all she's got. She goes hard, she thinks hard. Meaning. This girl has been coming to realize that the intrinsic need to define and create meaning from the world around her is a need worth pursuing. Her heart is just the springboard for a flowering life. She learned what's in her heart, and is excited with what she's going to do with it.